Living your life? Just live your life bro don't bother about others. When you grew up your life getting more hard and you meet a lots of new people. And from there you will meet people with various kinds of temperament. Or maybe when you are old enough, what I mean is when you can stand on your own feet, peoples with look at you with different look. According to my situation, some of them look at me like I'm only in standard 6. Which is they thought I know nothing. It's freaking sad when they look down at you. I know what I'm doing can you guys please shut up and don't judge. Did you know how struggle am I to achieve all of this? How can I live around people that keep pushing me? It makes me feel like I want to kill myself but luckily I have strong "iman" and I know what is "dosa besar, dosa kecil" Please don't bring me down. You just make me like someone who is not grateful with what He gives to me. Fucking tired with all of this bullshit. I have my own ego. The more you push me, the more I become rebel. When I told someone about this, there is no intention to embarrass you. I-just-need-someone-to-complain-to-make-me-feel-better. I love all of you :( Just let me live my life with peace and you all can live your own life.