2018Tuesday, March 27, 2018@6:30 PM
Happy New Year! I might too late to wish for 2018 but nah who's care lol. I do love the start of my 2018. It's a wide years to accomplish new things such as save money for car, travel, wedding and etc. Or maybe I can be a billionaires? Lol just a dream but might come true if I work hard 😋😋
So end of my 2017, I've been working (contract) at CL for 2 months and half till the end of February. It was the best experience that I had, eh wait NO. NF still the first best experience cause I met a lot of new peoples from other state and I got a lot friends there. But at CL I got the best boss ever! Even sometimes he's so pervert smh. But I hope after this, I will get a boss like him. He like to treat us, he gave me a permission to play games and he will be watching me playing games lmao. If I didn't play my game he will asked "tak main game ke hari ni?" Hahaha. And and, he gave us opportunity to go home early. Now you tell me, where can I get a boss like him? May Allah blessed him. Thank you for being a great boss. A month has passed, I'm jobless now lol sounds so wrong or other words (menganggur), staying in ma home laying in ma bed playing games, eating and sleeping. Early of April, I will find new job to accomplish my goals. Wish me luck!
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For the rest of 2016 and 2017, I have distanced myself from people. Maybe not all of them. But since I worked at NF, I became like the old me. I didn't distance myself anymore. But I am more careful with who I am friends with. I might being in trauma, broken and else. Oh whatever lah, I don't want to talk about that shit anymore. But from what I learned, "I used to be so afraid of losing people. I am afraid of changes. I am afraid I won't able to forget them & memories we have created, but life goes on. I learned how to slowly move on from my past. As time goes by, when I lost some people in my life, I TELL MYSELF THAT IT'S OKAY" - lucaspeebo. Yeah, I love this quotes so fucking much. I do love some people, but I won't tell them. That's the reason. Because people comes and go. But now I used to fall in love back with my ex. I don't know man. We used to play games together, everyday and every night listening to the same voices. How can I not to fall in love back with him? Hahaha. I just want you to know that, deeply in my heart I truly loves you. Just trust me. I might not be the same as before, cause I am still afraid that's why when you asked whether I sayang you or not I said no Hahaha. I just hope that our past won't happen again. But, if one day it's happen that's okay. I will surely my mental and physical will ready for that. After the hard years, I've opened my heart for you. I hope you know that I just wants you and I don't want anyone else. And right now, I am missing you so bad, what am I supposed to do with this feeling. I am sulky with you right now come pujuk la me hmm hahahah. I know you might read this hehehe. But don't know la when you will read this. Bye!
So end of my 2017, I've been working (contract) at CL for 2 months and half till the end of February. It was the best experience that I had, eh wait NO. NF still the first best experience cause I met a lot of new peoples from other state and I got a lot friends there. But at CL I got the best boss ever! Even sometimes he's so pervert smh. But I hope after this, I will get a boss like him. He like to treat us, he gave me a permission to play games and he will be watching me playing games lmao. If I didn't play my game he will asked "tak main game ke hari ni?" Hahaha. And and, he gave us opportunity to go home early. Now you tell me, where can I get a boss like him? May Allah blessed him. Thank you for being a great boss. A month has passed, I'm jobless now lol sounds so wrong or other words (menganggur), staying in ma home laying in ma bed playing games, eating and sleeping. Early of April, I will find new job to accomplish my goals. Wish me luck!
Next part!
For the rest of 2016 and 2017, I have distanced myself from people. Maybe not all of them. But since I worked at NF, I became like the old me. I didn't distance myself anymore. But I am more careful with who I am friends with. I might being in trauma, broken and else. Oh whatever lah, I don't want to talk about that shit anymore. But from what I learned, "I used to be so afraid of losing people. I am afraid of changes. I am afraid I won't able to forget them & memories we have created, but life goes on. I learned how to slowly move on from my past. As time goes by, when I lost some people in my life, I TELL MYSELF THAT IT'S OKAY" - lucaspeebo. Yeah, I love this quotes so fucking much. I do love some people, but I won't tell them. That's the reason. Because people comes and go. But now I used to fall in love back with my ex. I don't know man. We used to play games together, everyday and every night listening to the same voices. How can I not to fall in love back with him? Hahaha. I just want you to know that, deeply in my heart I truly loves you. Just trust me. I might not be the same as before, cause I am still afraid that's why when you asked whether I sayang you or not I said no Hahaha. I just hope that our past won't happen again. But, if one day it's happen that's okay. I will surely my mental and physical will ready for that. After the hard years, I've opened my heart for you. I hope you know that I just wants you and I don't want anyone else. And right now, I am missing you so bad, what am I supposed to do with this feeling. I am sulky with you right now come pujuk la me hmm hahahah. I know you might read this hehehe. But don't know la when you will read this. Bye!
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