Complicated? Haha ya, quite complicated. My boyfriend vs my boy friend. Oh ya, I'm like in a trap again. Which is I need to choose between of them. If I choose my baby, I need to leave my friend. You know how I sayang my friend also. I mean, he is a good friend. A really really good friend. But dia garang sangat. Me always kena marah dengan dia lol. Gentle memang garang gila. But it's okay, I like because macam abang abang hahah. Okay this one day, oh wait my bf is the type of people yg kuat jealous, sigh. I terback up my friend then he asked me to leave him because he cant leave me and I am so mad why just like that need to leave him. Are you fucking kidding me. So am so sorry I was so childish that time, its been a long time I never blocked people but yeah I blocked him. Like for 3 days, and Im feeling tortured without him and I just try lowered my ego and chat him thru ig saying that I really really miss him. But, I tell him dengan marah marah la haha. Luckily he replied and said he miss me too and felt so glad/grateful because I chat him.

        So we are back to normal. And again, he asked for favor which is I need to leave my friend. But, my friend already have girlfriend. Why need to be so jealous. And..you know what, he himself tell me want to chat my friend, he wants talk something. I was like err up to you la. I dont feel scared or whatever because I didn't hide or lie anything. My baby also jenis yang chill and he never marah marah me so I dont mind if he chat my friend but there is a problem with my friend. As I said my friend is garang, ya you know what from the chat my bf so chill but he warn my friend and my friend marah marah. And lastly my friend fed up and asking me to sampaikan pesanan thru me for him which is"I know you already get her, take care of her or if you break her heart I'll find you wherever you are" and he replied "baik bossku, I ll always take a good care for her, am sorry because sometimes aku buruk sangka kat kau bukan sebab apa just because I love her so much, thanks" and am feeling so touched I have a good bf and good friend. But now am not close anymore with my friend. Because I know if he knows he will chat him back and didn't get a chill anymore. My friend also warn me "dont let him try to chat me. If he do, I ll do something" err.

       After semua dah reda, there is another problem, because am so confused. My friend gave me this one song and asked me to understand the lyrics. The lyrics is about....em nevermind. Its been 2 days he posted story whatsapp, and all its about me. Im feeling sad but I cant do anything because there is one heart that I need to take care. I know the heart that I were care love me with all his heart. You can see if someone really love you macam mana. Me and my friend still friend but not close as before, but I know he will always be there for me as usual if I get problem. Thanks God for sending me a really good people in my life. I am so grateful.

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